.Sunday, May 4, 2008 ' 7:30 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Translations Acorrding to my mum these malay lines are from a song.
I found the meaning to be touching and meaningful, and i though maybe it would be useful in somewayt, so i'm writing it here.
To make it easier for me to remember the meanings and also for you to understand (xP nice aint i ?><), I'm translating it. So... yea xD
Dalam dakapan senja aku renungi gambar wajahmu. Aku rasa amat berat untuk melepaskan dikau pergi. Dingin hembusan bayu, lemah longlai langkah kakiku dan lambaianmu kini kian jauh dari mata.
In the twilight I stare (look closely) at the picture. I feel very heavy to let you go. Cold wind blowing , the way i walk is very listless and the waves are getting further from my sight.
Malang sungguh bencana menimpa, engkau telah pergi untuk selamanya; tak kembali. Pada saat terakhir, aku melihat paras wajahmu, engkau bisikkan haanya sayang kepadaku. A very unfortunate accident occurred, you're gone forever, never coming back. In that moment, I saw your face, you whispered that you loved me.
Belum puas ku menikmati.
kesan kasih sayang..
kau terpaksa pergi.
Before I could savour all ur love, U had to go.
Andainya aku tiada lagi di sisimu, janganla kamu bersedih hati,
Andainya aku tiada lagi di sisimu, janganla kau memencil diri,
Bayangkanlah masa-masa kita bersama.
Kenanglah daku dalam doamu...... selalu
If i'm no longer by your side, don't you be sad,
If i'm no longer by yout side, don't you be lonely,
recall times we were together.
Remember me in your prayers... always...
Ok, anyway decided I would not "poem-ize" today ><.
Haiz, this weekend was a waste of time.
I am so NOT proud of myself.
Totally wasted my time away when i could have used it better on studying.
ROAR~
I'm seriously frustrated with myself...
Really needa be more disiplined and self-motivated.
I'm spending too much time on the com, and i definately needa cut down...
RESOLUTION: CUT DOWN ON COM TIME.
Hah... let's see how well i stick to that...I gotta get out of the house man.
Especially during the weekends...
I don't know where... anywhere... somewhere where i can study and all.
Air-conditioned places are out... that leaves me with...?
GRRR
Gotta sleep earlier too...
Because of my late sleeping habits i'm falling asleep in schl.
On weekends i wake up so late that half of the day is gone.
The lack of sleep and how late i sleep and wake up, makes me feel wierd.
I end up napping at odd times, feeling tired almost all the time.
RESOLUTION 2: SLEEP EARLIER
Hah, ok that's one that is unlikely to happen...
At least i should try to sleep by 11 on a normal school day.
And maybe erm 2 by the weekend?
Well.. it's worth saying... and i gotta try. ><
All words and no action will do nothing.
So i gotta move that butt of mine and move it move it.
~>< ><~
~ 3xil3 ~
