.Friday, March 7, 2008 ' 8:00 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Unwanted ~
I raced towards you
With my arms wide open
Longing...
Waiting...
For the hug...
For the warmth...
That i never got
I looked at your face
Your eyes
told a million
Your actions
told all
Your expressionless mask
revealed nothing
Your shuttered look
hid all
I could tell you wanted none of me
At all...
It's ok
It's alright
I've done my best
I've no regrets
However...
I give up as of now
My arms fell limp
My energy lacking
My smile vanished
My happiness vanquished
My eyes dimmed
My hopes dashed
Defeated
Desolated
Devastated
Deprived
Disconsolate
Alone...
I hold up my white flag
For all to see
I give up
and will leave peacefully
But now i am ruined
For all to see...
My failures
My hopes
My dreams
My desire
My surrenders
All crash down upon me
My time gone to waste
Were all for naught
And in your haste
to get away
you never saw
the hurt you inflicted
So are you happy now?
You really should be
You got what you wanted
To be rid of me
To let you be
So...
Do me a favour
Give me one last smile
Please i ask of you
but for one last second
that's all i want
to last me...
I shall be on my way
anywhere away from here
see you soon then
I just want to flee...
to a place
where you'll never hurt me....
-.-
ok i seriously have no idea where i get my "inspirations" from.
I sound totally EMO man!
And i so dun wanna... HAIZ!
~ 3xil3 ~
