.Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ' 12:52 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
My apologies~Ever got the feeling you did something wrong?
Only you have no idea what it is you did?
Well... I do.
Practically all the time.
That's one reason why i prefer keeping quiet at times. Just in case i say somthing wrongly. Which just may hurt someone accidentally...
I find that if you don't say anything, the less chance of you hurting people or embarassing yourself by saying something entirely stupid.
However, ever since i started getting more "into" online stuff. Ok scratch that, ever since playing audi, you could say I've opened up alot more. I'm 2 totally different people when online and when in school.
I have an extremely horrid temper. I'm extremly unsocialble. I'm have alot of trouble making freinds. And to add on, my personality only seems to repel people from me *shruggs*.
Oh i forgot to add the worst part of me.
I tend to be very spontaneous. I don't think before I talk which is also why in real life i tend to hurt people almost the mintue i open my mouth.
Online however, is a totally different thing. It's a matter of typing, which gives you more time to think and to chose your words wisely. But at times... when your joking or having fun, teasing ...ect I tend to get carried away.
The thing is, i do tend to mistake people's meaning at times. Or i didn't see their earlier part of their conversation because I was occupied typing or reading someone elses conversation. Or maybe was just doing something else.
And then on impluse i just write what first comes to mind. Which is totally not related to the topic, and sorta related. Say i say a word hmm friend for example. I'll just link it to yea she's my friend. And i don't even know who their talking about -.-
If i'm lucky enough we're talking about the same thing ><
If i'm not... and the person happens to be the speaker enemy... I'm in hot water... So yea, I guess I interpreted a conversation wrongly again... HAIZ!
Now i hurt someone and am totally paying the price... Wonderful ain't it?
So the moral of the story is...
1. Talk less
2. Clarify situation before talking
3. Don't know what they talking about keep quiet
4. Talk less sums it all
So i'll be right back to square one.
PS: I'm Sorry~
~ 3xil3 ~
