.Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ' 11:14 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
I'm so bored...... =.=Hate you
Hate you not
Hate you
Hate you not
Like you
Like you not
Like you
Like you not
Detest you
Detest you not
Detest you
Detest you not
Love you
Love you not
Love you
Love you not
You must think I'm bored
and
crazy
They all mean the same
They almost look the same
They are all strong feelings
Yes you must think me crazy
Somehow I think myself one too
I have no real reason for spamming
Just needed a way to ease my boredom
And to sort out my feelings
About that person i thought I knew
I thought I knew that person like the back of my hand
But the person proves me wrong constantly
I seriously have my doubts
Maybe it's just me
I just feel real out of place
I don't belong right there
Ah crap great you'll think
She's back to self-pity
LOL it's amusing to see
xDWell... I surprise myself too
No idea where all these crap comes from
It just wrote itself right out..
HAHA you'll say
That's so believable
And you'll -.- at me
LOL you're predictable
easy
but do you know me?
Ah its back to knowing me again
This is idiotic
I feel entirely stupid
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.
Ignore me why don't you
I feel great too thank you
How long has it been
This silent war
It grows cold
I'm shivering
You're not there
To warm me
I've lost you haven't I?
Nothing will be the same
I let you down
I'm sorry
I hurt you
Nothing can take away the pain
It wasn't on purpose
I swear
That doesn't change much
What's done is done
It cannot be undone
Words cannot be taken back
And you'll remain out of reach
I won't be able to break through the new barrier
That you built up high
So that no one
especially me...
Can enter
Man boredom sure makes me nuts.
GRRRRR
~ 3
xil3 ~
