.Friday, February 29, 2008 ' 11:40 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
You look... But you don't see
You look..
But you don't see..
I'm right before your eyes
Yet you look through me
As though I'm invisible..
Instead...
You look to your left
and your right...
Anywhere...
But at me
Only when there's no one else
When all are gone
When there is no one...
But me...
Do you then...
Turn my way..
But do you see?
Or do you just look?
I feel the akwardness...
The uncomfortable silence...
I feel used
I feel betrayed
I feel like a back up for you..
I feel angry
I feel sad
I feel jealous
I feel envious
I feel many things...
I feel unimportant
I feel unwanted
But you seem not to notice
It's only you that's important
It's only you
you think of
And its no one but..
YOU
Where do i stand then?
I'm already there
Yet I'm not
You ignore me when there is the other
and look to me when they are gone
I feel used
I feel unwanted
I feel like a back up
One you would turn to
When no one else is around
Do you care?
Do you really?
Or are they just words you say?
I stand by silently watching you
Afraid to interrupt
But I am jealous
I am envious
Of those that held you attention
I watch by the side silently...
Longing for the time...
When i would finally come ...
... First ....
~ Lol ~
I find that i sound extremely EMO
But really I'm not.
It was just a spur of the moment thing xD
~ 3xil3 ~
